I got pretty trippy-scared of a lot of shit, and a little loony, maybe, but I think I'm pretty much okay now. idk if I'm going to be post-happy with my poetry any time soon, but I've calmed down quite a lot since my recent freak-out. I mean I may have some issues to resolve still but I'm better now than I have been in a while. 125 days until I graduate from high school. Knowledge like that can make anyone a little happier.

The general plan is to relax a little more so that this kind of thing doesn't happen again. By that I mean that I will NOT spend every waking moment studying or thinking about school. But I say, this is the plan. idk if it's really going to happen considering that I have exactly a month to get my applications in to FSU and New College, and considering that I really have no idea what I'm doing in my LCCC classes, AND considering the fact that I have to take the ACT again on February 10th, but it's a nice plan.